Zilkenian Ien Dagger: self-portrait

What can I say? I'm all of them.
I'm a nice, happy girl who enjoys being with others, talking or even playing.
I'm a cruel monster that could eat her enemies with no hesitation.
I'm as cold as ice who would never show any emotion to someone's pain.

This perfect (at least for me) balance is what keeps me sane from my teen and childhood memories, which I can't, and will never, forget.
I just wanted to show you what kind of person I am. I'm not ashamed of what I've become, and now I've started to feel alright with myself. But it's like this: I'm not only one thing, I'm three. Call it bullying, call it bad father, call it whatever you want, it makes me be the person I want to be.
I'm stronger than I would ever believed, and I'm stronger than those who dared to put me under so much pain and made me so fragile as a kid (including my father).

For the bullies, my coldness.
For my father, my cruelty.
For the people out there who I haven't meet yet, and those who are really good people, my goodness and kindness.

Now, how about a hug and some cookies? *smiles while taking out her scythe*
XDD I'm so twisted.